cerulean
Rising and Falling
Lifting and Landing
indistinguishable to me
(but i keep guessing)
Emaciated
but Filled with silent dreams
cerulean
Pushing and Pulling
Advancing and Retreating
ambivalent about me
(but i keep lingering)
Illusory
but Incarnate by unspoken sentiments
cerulean
Invoking and Evading
Doting and Neglecting
an enigma to me
(but i keep seeking)
Mangled
but Bound by anticipated consolation
cerulean
Clenching and Releasing
Relishing and Dismissing
denied to me
(but i hold fast)
Subdued
but Stirred by this imminent egression
cerulean
abdicating and departing
lacerating and liberating
nobody to me
(but i cannot forget)
cerulean
